#the different days they had... djfjfj

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While Nani (and Fierce) continues to kindly ignore the harsh realities of wedding planning and life in general, Yas is trying to face 'em..by themselves. Maybe something good will come out of their upcoming meeting!

[kkodzvken]

im glad to have a partner in Hawks brain rot, I literally love him so much and I'd give him the absolute fucking world 😭❤

I was listening to this song whilst doing homework and I cried....then wrote this out...

love like you - Caleb Hyles

now I know this song is from the Steven Universe soundtrack (kinda getting back into my su phase) but when its covered by this guy it reminds me of keigo more. The way kei grew up with an in and out of jail/absent father and how his mother didn't really show him that much compassion, made him not understand real love. (which i can relate very well with) From then being brought in by the commission, and being told to hide certain things about yourself and cover up some of your tendencies, and just being brought up his whole life that way was probably hard. I feel like this song would be hawks singing to his s/o (me obviously 🙄✋ jk jk) anyways~ I just believe kei would love his s/o so much and want to "love like you" he sees how loving, caring and loyal we are to others and he wants to be like that too but he just has a hard time expressing it sometimes. of course we know he's doing his best and we know what he's gone through, so thats why we give him so much love and we're understanding. yes he is a hero, so he cares about people obviously and understands compassion, its just that his expression of it takes time for him...

"I just adore you, I wish I knew what makes you think im so special" like he knows we love him but he doesn't understand why yknow? poor baby just needs all the love and he just wants you to know that he's doing his best to give it back (sorry this is just my little babble, and made me think of him I had while listening to this song for 2 hours straight) *sobs*

- 🌞 anon

OH NO IM CRYINGKAJFNR i just want to wrap him up in blankets and give him so much love :(( poor baby has been through so much it breaks my heart just thinking about it, the recent hawks backstory chapter fucking Destroyed me

(cut bc i rambled quite a bit JSHFND)

i love thinking about keigo singing, i feel like since he has trouble expressing his emotions he tends to write them out as songs and share his feelings in that way (which like, mood...speaking of songs i have written like 5 different ones about kei JSHFNSKS). but imagine walking out after having a fight with him, you get a text from him and you want to ignore it but you see it’s an audio message :( and when you click it’s him singing love like you :(

it breaks my heart thinking about him putting on a mask everyday, pretending to be his cocky lazy ass to hide how broken he feels inside :( don’t get me wrong i love cocky bastard keigo w my whole heart but GOD when i think about his insecurities and his abusive past it just destroys me

it would take him so long to get comfortable with an s/o, angel hasn’t seen a healthy relationship in his whole life and has closed his heart off for so long ...i just wanna make him realize how amazing and loved he is, and show him that it’s okay to be vulnerable UGH now the gears in my brain are turning i’m gonna write a drabble JSBFNDN

wow i rambled for a whileeee djfjfj but i hope ur doing okay baby!! and that your day has been good!! i got so excited when i open tumblr and see an ask from you i love talking to you </33 my partner in hawks brainrot !! talk to u soon angel!!

[yibo-wang]

Hi Aamna,

HAPPY NEW YEAR!!!

I think today’s ask will be smaller-well I hope as I do tend to ramble on-I had so much fun talking to you and getting to know you through these asks. I was going to do this last final ask anonymously but as we are require to reveal ourselves, so why not just take the plunge and ta-da myself to you. Lol However, I feel that by this time you already know who I am because I honestly found it so hilarious when my Secret Santa was reveal and it turn out that it was you all along, I found it quite funny that the same two people were paired for two different fest specially as both fandoms are quite big.

I do apologize, I should have ask you before hand if you did celebrate Christmas before presuming. I hope I didn’t made you feel uncomfortable in any way.

When you finally watch it, do let us know what you thought?

For me the moment that WWX had the realization of ‘oh’ and ‘I love this man’ moment is when he was hanging over the mountain ledge and LWJ was holding on to him, and maybe just maybe that’s the reason he let go of LWJ hand when he realized that LWJ would fall with him if he didn’t let go specially with how determined JC was about killing him. As for LWJ moment I think it was the moment of the lantern festival the moment he looked over at WWX and saw not the annoying disciple nor WWX but WY (if that makes sense) However, no matter when they fell in love, I have to give credit where credit is due because the man waited thirteen years for his belove to come back and even raising a child that WWX love very much as his own. If that’s not love, I don’t know what the hell it is.

I think this is the first time the ask is smaller than the previous ones, I am shock at myself. Lol

This concludes the asks from your C.C and with this reveal now I can do what I been wanting to do since day one and that’s to follow you and openly being able to reblog your art because it’s been killing me not being able to do it and seeing something I want to reblog and not being able to do much until someone else reblog it first. Lol

Your C.C Blue 🌸 (aka bererjs/cuppyhands)

Omg Bere it's youuuu. HAPPY NEW YEAR BB! fjfjfj this is so funny to me because were sending anon asks to each other through two different fests and none of us figured it out haha XD I love it.

No no it's okay, it's all good, I dont mind :) ofcourse! I'm really excited to watch it.

Ah ah the cliff scene 😔 it would truly be a tragedy if wwx realised he loved him then and in the very next moment he has to let go of his hand 😫 I agree with the lwj one he definitely realised he was in love with wwx then because he found out about his morals and his sense of righteousness and it was like damnnnn not only is he annoyingly hot and a charmer he's got the same sense of justice as me too?? Whelp there goes my heart djfjfj

But yeah he waited 13 years for that but also it wasnt even just waiting because he didn't even know if wwx would come back but he raised ayuan out of love for wei ying and just loved him as his own because he was their son and just ahfgh I love them.

I'm glad you were my cc. I had a really good time talking to you and getting to know you,, you always ask such wonderful questions 💛💛💛 have a wonderful year bb!!

[tayegi]

im crying not only bc of your amazing writing, but bc i was scrolling thru my dashboard and i saw you answering all these asks about new rules and i’m so dump thinking that you set up new rules or sthg, i didn’t understand it so i read all those asks and fucking spoiled myself kmp, but on another note yOU FUCKING ROCK OMG NEW RULES IS SO AMAZING I LOVE IT 💘💘💘

Anonymous said:I'M LOVING NEW RULES SO MUCH just wanted to show my support. i love your writing in general don't get me wrong but new rules is messing with my heart and it's amazing

Anonymous said:Hi! I just read both parts for "New Rules" and I loved them! If this goes in the same direction as Dua Lipa sings (I guess it will) it sounds like it'll be very interesting. I love how everyone in the story is human, not just good or bad, you know? 90% of fics would've made Mijoo the stereotypical barbie bitch, but you didn't and I was pleasantly surprised! I also feel very identified with the OC. I really want her to open up and discover who JK really is, whoever that is. Keep up the good work!

jabaelashit said:Hey! i already wrote you a message on one of your posts but i just wanted to say that i am feeling so skabakks right now, I can't stop thinking about new rules and i'm torn between crying or crying but w angsty. I hope oc learns her worth and can understand she's just as amazing as mijoo, even better if we're talking about morals but oh well people fuck up:( I'm glad she forgave her but I hope she distances from her cause that gurl ain't having the same respect for the friendship as oc/1

jabaelashit said:and i also hope she gets to tell jimin her feelings not to like make him break stuff w mijoo, but to let him know she hadnt seen the note and to release some pressure and feelings cause oc bottles up so much and i just want to go and hug her and don't leave her until she understands shes fucking badass and cool and that the way she thinks is 👏👏👏 lu you've made me feel such a diverse amount of emotions i don't know what to do w myself anymore, your writing is amazing! love love loove you❣/2

Anonymous said:Hey!!:) idk if this is the right place to send compliments cause im really new to tumblr but THANK YOU SO MUCH FOR ALL YOUR FICS. Tbh I'd buy it if you published a physical compilation;)

Anonymous said:Wow for the longest time I was searching your old username; idek why cause I’ve known you changed your username and have been keeping up to date with you LMAO this is what being sick and delirious does to me. ANYWAYS! Hope you’re not too down with the crazy anons your story is great and I’m thankful for the dynamic characterizations you create! It makes it so much more interesting cause you create many characters with depth!!

Anonymous said:Can I please just have your writing talent? The OC is just so real, and that moment when she's deciding what to do with Mijoo, and what she actually says at the end.... I can't actually put my thoughts into words. I'm legit stunned by the sheer amount of emotions I felt reading the second chapter. I genuinely adore the banter between JK and OC, I personally prefer people to be more direct with what they want, so I already appreciate them, but also Jimin's convo with OC... (1/2)

Anonymous said:Jimin's convo with OC... Idk about these other anons going off on Mijoo, I was more thinking 'why didn't Jimin chase the note?' and then he would have had his answer then and there. But that might have just been me... And also, thinking back to it now, when JK said 'I need you' and OC repeated it back to him like super softly, like she was surprised oh god, okay, my heart is breaking even more for OC now, idk if I'm reading too much into it. I love you Lu, I hope you're well, and happy! (2/2)

Anonymous said:I love your fics so much!! The sass is real esp with jungkook 😂

Anonymous said:Anyways do ya thang hunny ✨ Keep wrecking me with your writings 💞✨💞✨💞✨💞✨💞✨😩

Anonymous said:Read part 1 of New Rules and was like yeah thisll be fun, I'll have a great time. Then I read part 2 and ended up shedding some real tears at the end?!?! LU WHAT THE...... But really though its so nice to read a fic where the OC values friendship. The idea that its always girls against girls makes me sad.. we should be sticking together!!

Anonymous said:so... surprise surprise, dis gon be about new rules 😂 but I really wanted to thank you for adding so much of the oc's inner dialogue, and making her such a character in the first place. a lot of fics do not portray ocs with more defeatist attitudes, but yours does and I was glad, because I could finally relate to a fic :) also, coming back to the inner dialogue thing, it was so in depth that i could really feel what the oc was feeling, what she was going through. it was amazing ❤️ thank you!

Anonymous said:Man this is one hell of a good fic i’m highly anticipating the next chapter!!! Even though it seems like traditional frat fuckboy x ‘i hate frat bois but ye i’d fuck u’ type of girl it still is in a way a little different i just can’t quite catch how but nonetheless it’s amazing!!! Keep up the good work babe

oceanjoon said:ok so ur newest fic new rules literally is so real n relatable !! like honestly i understand seeking physical comfort in people u dont care about wen u r feeling down/insecure to validate urself n it just rlly hit home

kyarybunny said:Lu. At this point I have so many compliments to give you I can't really form it all properly. But I really am enjoying New Rules and this plot you're breathing life into! It's a different facet of your writing and I love how you can interpret every character's actions in a few different ways. Thank you for continuing to write and I hope you enjoy writing as much as we do reading/analyzing.

Anonymous said:Istg when I read the new chapter of New Rules I clenched my fist like that Arthur meme when it came up to the part about mijoo and the note. Girl got me heated lol. As usual, your works do not disappoint! I love your wittiness and how it shines in your writing. The remarks and dialogue in all of your series really proves your talent. You’re truly a gem amongst fanfic writers 💕☺️📢

Anonymous said:i was happily reblogging a few things on my dash and ch1 of new rules just came and i started reading WHERE THE FUCK DID I GET MY ASS INTO???!!!???!?! IT'S FUCKING AMAZING i don't know why i didn't start reading before. don't you ever dare stop writting, you're such a good writter and i enjoy your works very very much

Anonymous said:OC DESERVES HAPINESS JUST AS MUCH AS MIJOO. OC SHOULDVE PUT HERSELF AND HER HAPPINESS BEFORE HER FRIEND'S BECAUSE SHE IS TOO GOOD FOR ALL OF THEM DJFJFJ i hope one day jimin finds out about her feelings :(

Anonymous said:new rules just keeps getting better and better 😻😻

Anonymous said:Wow.. Okay.. I do believe chapter 2 of New Rules has officially ruined me. My heart was actually beating so fast through out the whole chapter, and it's still racing now too. I've thought this multiple times while reading your fics, but you're writing really is incredible. Your characters and the way you describe their emotions is so unbelievably relatable that the reader can't help but be sucked in. I always find myself becoming invested in your characters! Thank you for all the adventures!

Anonymous said:I felt so bad for the OC this chapter ;.; If I were in her position, I'd probably do the same since causing a scene is yes, immature and not worth the energy. But, if i could be a character in New Rules I'd probably be the other best friend who'll be like "guurl, confront her ass it isnt an excuse just because she's your friend." All in all I see the OC as the kind of person who'll go out of their way to care for someone to the point of disregarding their own feelings, which is unhealthy :( (1)

Anonymous said:(2) but thats what makes her such a relatable character. I really, really like that in your OCs. This is probably the second OC i emotionally relate to, first is Copper Girl. But yeah I'm just distracting myself from assignments lol this series is amazing and just you are amazing Lu!!!! ily!!!!! PS. Jungkook is still agsjshskll he's cocky but with OC he's quite vulnerable. I wonder why? Is it just a front or does he have other intentions?

Anonymous said:alternative ending to new rules: mijoo and mc are over their respective boys, does not bother to get into any messy scenarios like that ever again, love each other and support each other and is forever the friendship that everyone envies anD I HATE THIS SITUATION SO MUCH GODDAMMIT LU!!! UR REALLY TRYING TO TEAR MY HEART APART!!

marchxseptember said:OH MY GOD CHAPTER TWO IS UP. I HAD A FEELING SO I HAD TO CHCK UR ACC AND I WAS RIGHT. BRB GONNA READ

marchxseptember said:AND THE PLOT THICKENS. I JIST FINISHED READING CH. 2 AND I AM FUCKED UP. I HAD A THEORY BEFORE BUT NOW I HAVE LIKE 2 MORE IM CONFUSED. I LOVED IT SOOO MUCH. AND I HATE MIJOO NOW. I CANT WAITT TO SEE WHAT WILL HAPPEN. THIS WAS SO GOOD LU.

omg the amount of response ive gotten for new rules is unbelievable. I dont think ppl were even this into equilibrium. the last time u guys acted like this was during the golden boy trilogy and it really feels so good to have this again.

thank you all for your thoughtful messages and for giving this ridiculous little fic a chance. I love you all